Each person experiences “Healing your roots” in a unique way. These are the spontaneous sharing of some who partook in the group.
We are waiting for YOURS !
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Anna Ioanna
“Good morning dear Renata and Asimo,
I would not know where to begin from to tell all of these four days, I go freely, as my heart tells me …
I wanted to thank you with all my heart, because I have done a lot to remove my fears and frankly I’m listening to what my body says and I try to keep this contact open. I suffer from tinnitus for 20 years, and since then I have never been in complete silence for fear of my inner noise … Well … you made me make peace with this, and as I got home last night I did not want to turn on the radio (I have no TV) even to listen to the music … it was too much…
You have shown me what was an excess in me: too much noise, too much distraction, too much communication. For this period of inner listening and exterior silence I have not allowed anything else but what’s actually in my presence. It is a miracle for me not having to do in order to be, not having to prove to be loved and accepted … Yours is a wonderful work, that goes beyond the exercises, beyond the issues: it also teaches us to be and it also shows us who we are .. I realized that I’m nice even if I shut up, even if I do not make 70 thousand things for others, even if I’m not physically perfect. Do you know that I had never experienced that before? .. My fear of loneliness, of not being accepted has always made me do everything to be accepted by others. What to say, another round of applause for your wonderful work and intent that really goes beyond reason but it touches all spheres of being, even those one does not think of touching. I came there with the intent to heal my roots: I am healing myself.
It is a priceless and irreplaceable experience. Nothing can explain it unless it is lived, and after, one is grateful to the heavens, to the earth and to every Great Being who brought you to do so. A friend asked me by telephone: “What, you went to attend this course without knowing them?”
“Yes, I did it because I felt it was the right thing to do”, because you were the right people to take me beyond … this must be the true word that indicates the result of the course .. beyond … I think it should be added in the title: “Healing the roots .. and beyond …” !!!
Do you know that you’re completely right about the various physical pains that arrive during the course? .. As I already said, I got back pain, but one that burned. So when I arrived home after the end of the course, it stayed one night and the next morning the back pain was gone !!! The word is transmutation!
I have seen much these days, you have brought us to see much inside and out. I saw my body boundaries, my mental poles, my emotional limits. But the wonderful thing is your extraordinary ability to take us to overcome those limitations, getting to know, until that moment, unexplored and nonexistent parts of oneself .. because after this I’m actually no longer the same person. I was impressed on the last day, in the ceremony, to feel so deeply rooted and not afraid to keep that position for as long as necessary.
Yes, I made it !!! At the final ceremony I received within myself a laurel wreath as those of the degrees, with a lot of people who made the photos and applauded. My mind was telling me that I have not done the exercise well, but my consciousness and my energy, that don’t judge me, showed me what level I got and what I achieved … !!!! Thank You !!!!!
I saw myself at last small, held by the hand of Mom and Dad, I finally took my position as a daughter and I dropped the position of being the parent of my parents. I agreed to be their daughter, to be small and therefore willing to evolve, to learn and to give me so many new possibilities, endless possibilities that you have taught me to see, in agreement with my heart, that before I did not want to see.
I have also seen myself big, beautiful, tall, born from the head of my father already a mature woman in all my splendor, with all my wisdom and all my strength. And once born I took off even the dress which is my body; as a gorgeous woman shining light, I turned around and went to meet my true companion, I entered into a dragon, and in his heart there was the a male Being in the form of energy and we hugged forming a tao, now a Unique and comprehensive Entity.
I also saw myself before being a human being! How cute …! I saw this little dog mutt brown, with big, sweet eyes and before I saw a black and white bunny! This to me is just a novelty ..! I had never been so in my depth, as to go beyond my human form, whatever that is .. All this is thanks to the awakening that you brought me to. It’s so much inside …. !
I saw my embryo, in the meditation of the night before, I saw the ovaries of my mother and me as an embryo floating in this red amniotic fluid with sparks of gold prana inside, I heard and saw my primordial strength! I can only thank my mother who gave me all this within her.
I saw the Whole and the creation of the void. On Saturday, during a time of listening, I saw myself in this infinite and immense library that contained precisely the All, the entire knowledge existing in the Universe and I was there, it was mine, it was available to me. At that moment a flood of water and land came and swept away everything .. Now I know that I do not know …
You know one other things that I have liberated? .. My Voice ..! I have a very powerful voice, and with the excuse that if I put it all out others get deafened, I learned to “castrate” myself, singing softly and not screaming with all my power .. From you I learnt to just let it out ..! !! It ‘s so nice to be all that one is .. even if it means to be Great, Strong, Mighty ..! I’m all this.
Now since two days I’m back in the “normal” world and observing my body; I see that I no longer have nervous hunger attacks I had before .. Indeed, the thought of eating bad … makes me sick! This is the condition of respect and love for myself that I want to have and to maintain. My body speaks to me in very clear letters, now I can no longer pretend not to see it.
I came to you exactly for this, to be put back into my body, to return to me with all my integrity. My mind and my knowledge are wide, but my body was telling me that these things did not reach him .. Thanks to your priceless work now I feel that I know. I live what I feel. I am what I am !!!
Dear .. thanks .. endless thanks ..
Your perception extends to all the levels you have worked with us, you know the unlimited points that we touched with this work. As well inside so out, as above so below. The thread that binds me with my inner Light is moved, the change was undoubtedly made, now it is just a matter of following the movement created and witnessing it’s appearance also in matter, in me, with me, and around me.
Namaste !!! With everlasting esteem, gratitude and blessings.”
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Lorraine
“Dear Renata and Asimo,
I do not know where to start, well, first of all thank you again and again and again. Never before as in this retreat “Heal the Roots” I found myself face to face with all of myself: my past, my blocks, my fears, my thoughts and I welcome it all, to finally meet my essence: it was great.
I have experienced my soul from the inside, to discover with great joy and satisfaction that I’m much more than what I thought myself to be.
Basically I am. It seems a statement put so there, a little philosophical, but what I know it’s just me through my experience and this experience I made with you in these 3 very intense days.
Guided and supported by you I could really come in contact with me and let my wounds to surface and finally break free.
I saw myself coming to light and it was a wonderful time and the love and the tenderness that I have experienced there I cannot describe.
I feel in the fullness, in the peace and joy of enjoying my life at last.
I also understood what my real name means and I swear that I did not expect this at all!
I am grateful to Life, I am grateful to all. I say a big YES and run finally free and happy.
Like a rising sun …
A strong hug to you and your precious helpers.
Lea”
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Michela
“I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I felt trapped and I could see the failure of my growth path, all the years searching .. courses, inner torments .. all that doing that takes nowhere, I questioned my counseling training and the value that this could have in a process of personal growth. I decided to give myself this last chance, and, I literally said to my friend – I still do this course and if it does not work, I devote myself to gardening -.
Well, you just shook me up .. I needed to get out of this loop! And it is with that same friend, who is now in the same situation I was yesterday, which I recommended to give herself a different experience and to come to you in December. I hope in my heart that she does it and so all the people who want to meet and get to know themselves.”
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Paula
“Dear Renata, you’re terrific! You are both terrific! The only word that comes to mind in thinking about it is the presence, a presence really focused and clear, that kept the group firm and centered, with everything organized down to the last detail. I feel of having to write immediately, although I have nausea and the body vibrates and pulsates in a subtle way.
This was something I wanted to do and I’m happy to have exceeded my personal limits. Perhaps you could develop a more ‘soft’ version for the elderly, admitted that there are elderly who want to heal their roots. I would recommend it to everyone.
This course, more than to talk to my parents, has served right to unlock the cellular memories. Today I feel really present and ‘clean’, already I saw old patterns trying to emerge, but seeing them I could change course immediately. Apart from this, the beautiful thing I’ve learned is how to be a mirror to another! I have already had the test this morning with a person who in front of my eyes opened in a surprising way. I want to really thank you from my heart. If I had known before you, I might not have made so many seminars abroad. But everything is as it should be. With love, Paula Present.”
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Paola
“Dear Renata and Asimo …… I sincerely thank you and me for the beautiful WE spent together. Today I really feel “Reborn”. I did not think to such a heartfelt powerful result. I am not into describing that during the retreat there were hard times, I did not think of …. Blah blah blah, you know very well what happens within each of us. I want only to see, feel and experience this butterfly which is reborn from the cocoon, the past is gone.
Today I have such a great love within me, that I seem to explode. Everything is given to me, a smile, a look, my animals around me that wants the pampers, the sound of nature, everything seems to want my attention (or vice versa ??? JJ). But to avoid actions not understood by others, I follow willingly your advice, finding myself to contain everything and enjoy it inside me, during my meditation ( what the heck, do not know why thoughts now come and go more than usual, I miss your strong and firm voice, although it continues to resonate in my ears, in my cells), listening to music lived with you, in front of a plant that watches me, in front of a dish centered in me, but ready to smile if someone asks me to pass the water.
Wonderful the feeling of being self-centered, inside myself. I’ve NEVER experienced it before, every time the opportunity presented itself, there were thousand things to do … Thanks for this wonderful opportunity you have given me. I send you a hug full of love. See you soon Love Paola.”
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Antonella
“Dear Renata, dear Asimo, I take this opportunity to thank you for this interesting seminar, it was a great discovery! In this weekend among the many things, I’ve come across an important piece of awareness: I always felt rejected by my parents, especially my mother, who didn’t accept me.
Often I repeated to myself: “For me, my parents did not exist, if they are there or are not there for me is the same, they can die even now, that would not change my life”, in fact I have no photos of them or with them … But in fact I was the first to have rejected them, not accepting them as parents. “Wow” great when there is this awareness, which is not only at the cognitive level! Thanks, see you soon in the light that unites us, I embrace you.”
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Lorenza
“Thank you, it is the awareness of having rediscovered my five senses, the posture of my body and the lightness of being. A big hug to the couple that you are, extraordinary emanation of love. With love. “
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David
“Dear Renata and Asimo, dear friends, I want to share with you not so much a feedback, but some free-floating thoughts. This morning I was at home and I enjoyed my children for the first time without fatigue (I have twins, 4 years), and as I had my son in my arms, he comes out with this statement: “How nice dad is reborn”. Keep in mind that my children have great command of the language, so he did not confused reborn with return, I can assure you. I did not say anything about the retreat neither to my wife and obviously nor to the children.
What can I say? I started from here because I believe that there are facts that exceed any feeling or emotion, that are subjective by nature. I can only say that for years I was looking for a way to take me to solve a difficult life and I knew nothing of meditation or similar. The fate would indicate a person who suggested me to read the book of Renata, the book that I mentioned because I knew nothing; but as I entered the website, I don’t know why “Healing the Roots” was the first page I came upon.
I must say that I waited for two days (I came out from myself) to embrace and feel the joy and the love for everything. Why? Because you put me in a position to go through feelings and emotions that I have never experienced: serenity, peace, boundless joy, happiness, forgiveness (unconditional love), pure emotions, the wild dance (note that I did not feel comfortable in dancing), the limits are exceeded and the pleasure to say ‘bravo’ to myself, the group … I could go on but it would not make sense … I only say that it was hard, believe me, very hard.
Certainly there is much work to do (leftovers ??), the tension in the neck I feel today, but the reaction was to live it and to feel the sensation inside the belly (in the while I told myself ‘accept it’ … two seconds after was gone, gone) even though I was talking to a person. You have pointed a way I did not know: I will take care of myself and I will come to visit you when I have something intelligent to say .. and I will read Renata’s book with a different awareness; I will embrace, as Asimo says, 15 minutes of simple meditation (for a start, I think this suffice now). I only remember what I said to Asimo few days before the course: I reject the past, I always look to the future and don’t live the present; Asimo replied that it was positive to have this awareness …… but I was not able to understand it in that moment.
Thanks friends, I have made peace with the past, now I live the present to build a splendid future! I love you very much and I’m overwhelmed with tears and joy, I offer this emotion to you… .. With simplicity and eternal gratitude.”
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Alberto
“I got the best gift I could give myself. I experience a constant joy with which I am now in touch, and a nearly constant presence that is strengthened day by day more and more. And I have the impression that it is only the beginning. I want to thank you for your ability to deal with complex and delicate issues with competence and uncommon sensitivity. THANK YOU “
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Lucia
“Dear Renata and Asimo,
I would like to thank you again for the opportunity to come and to attend the “Healing the roots” as an assistant. It was an experience that gave me a lot. I appreciated even more the richness of this path and, seen from outside, I could see that no detail is left to chance, but everything is designed and organized with a purpose. To repeat it allowed me to work further on my blocks, allowing me to observe what resonated within me even just listening to the participants, and then working on it. Also watching the active exercises has put in motion a series of sensations and energy that I did not know, or at least not on a conscious level, but now I also know how to get back in touch with them.
At home I am continuing to do the dynamic meditation in the morning; I asked myself to carry out the intent of doing a 21-day cycle and in doing that I’m overcoming one of my limits; In fact, after the seminar in November I was convinced that I would never be able to make the meditation every morning, but now I know that is not so, although I must admit that conditions have changed in my daily life since then.
The parallel ongoing work on myself, is crucial for doing what I plan to do. I’m studying and experimenting with different methods and over the past years I have passed from an interest in purely physical areas, very unspiritual, to almost the opposite, that is a deeper knowledge of the psychological, energetic and spiritual disciplines, actually neglecting the corporeal aspect. I met so many techniques still without finding what satisfies me fully.
The just ended seminar was enlightening for me. Just only for the clarity of vision of integrating the work between the various levels (body, mind, spirit). On my return I searched a Lowen’s book on the bioenergetics, and I’m starting to get interested. I feel that it could be a good tool for me to help me integrate my vision of things with my work and what I saw at the seminar was decisive.
Waiting to come back and to visit, I embrace you.”
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Laura
“Dear Renata and Asimo, with gratitude and love I give to you all for the valuable utility that is occurring gradually. In the rite of rebirth, the breath pervading my being still confused, told me to trust and follow the pleasure, so I put together the pieces of those memories, past and present, and I slipped in the oceanic uterus where I perceived the vastness of peace and love in the new chance of life that I was offered. I found new energy and I resumed contact with my legs and feet that were able to bounce back in a new structure still uncertain, but reoriented in a precise balance. Everything then was clear. The physical experience was clearly linked to the interior in a more integrated way, without scars. The Mandala showed in a spiral of light under my feet starting an upward, circular motion, through all the parties before separated and confused now in harmony: child, mother, father, adult. Each of these parts has regained its role by providing clarity and pertinence again, aware of its energy, bringing presence to its individual role and at the same time a multiple alliance in the mandala. So the pyramid of light formed, with my being at its center in connection with the source at the top and at the base, with the center of the earth. A polyhedron harmonically interfaced with the mother, the father, with the child, with the adult and at the same time with other dimensional spaces, thanks to the awareness descended on me through a cascade of light from the source and at the same time through that upward spiral motion at the base from the center of the earth. The polyhedron in its harmonious interface brought parallel healing to rows of women in other dimensions who were seeking their missing pieces and so were the girls, moms and papas. I’m grateful to Renata for earlier works that in recent years have made possible my ability to access connection, gift that this last experience has now cleaned and oriented further in the progression. Thanks to the sound of the gong, Beings of sound with which I’ve been in contact for some years and have explained all this.
Today my uterus is bloody again, after months that my cycle was blocked, I found a cozy home with a daughter who has cleaned the curtains and even that’s interested in me in a different way, more authentic; I willingly phoned my dad and tomorrow I will go to my mum’s birthday genuinely happy to give her a present. The old tensions seem really disappeared and the call to the connection with the beings of light and avatars is continuously present and real. My patients perceive something different and ask me treatments that seems to work more (re-connective and spontaneous contact with another dimension).
Now I’m the adult who is enjoying calling to herself the child when she wants to use that playful and creative part, I’m the mother who is the mother with my daughters, I am the daughter who does the daughter with my parents and I’m the partner of my companion which I no longer ask to be my papa. I made love with a different and deeper perception and completeness. I’m the expanded being that connects with the avatar and the being of flesh, that goes for a real and conscious shopping, pulling up the droppings of dogs with a new sense of awareness and feels right. Thank you all and see you soon. I continue the journey with love and I go to consolidate what has been done so far. A hug of light to you beloved companions.”
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Lucia
“Dear Renata and Asimo, I’m still enjoying the stages of emptying and cleaning in my person. My voice is starting to return back to normal and sensations and symptoms differently alternate. More and more frequently I live moments when I feel whole and part of something big and unique; unique in the sense of one, all combined. It’s strange but I am convinced of saying anything new for you. I still have in mind the vision that was for me the confirmation of what was happening to me, that of my inner emptying. And it’s still alive in me the feeling of gratitude for you, for giving me the support with love and care, placing me in my bed so I could heal.
I’m happy to have gone through this step, albeit tiring but of incredible utility. I’m not saying that I wanted to do it before, because I think I was only ready now to work so hard to the bottom. And although I have a feeling that I have not yet scratched the bottom of the pot, I am convinced that it is one of the most important gifts that I have ever made to myself. As you taught us, it is a work in layers, and I am continuing to engage with the meditations and the presence in me.”
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Silvana
“Hello Renata and Asimo, I wanted to thank you for the great opportunity that you gave me, the course “heal the roots” has been an extraordinary experience for me, I had a total change of vision and perspective of my life … I do not recognize, not longer recognize the Silvana who had arrived at the course still hesitant and not deeply convinced that the course would help her to go deep, to see all that was necessary to remove and heal … but above all things, to let go.
The previous week, during the preparatory work I have stirred a lot of things in me. During the course I have allowed all that was going on to be … making an act of faith: yes, I took a leap of faith and at the end I realized what had happened. Now, after a few days, I listened to the channelings made long before and to my surprise I did not remember the most … I had been told things several times and strangely my mind did not remember! I had forgotten (…… wanted to forget is the case to say …) what the Guides had anticipated a year before!
I can only say that “Heal the roots” takes you up and makes you see what you really are, what ties your mind and your heart and makes you a prisoner of yourself, you know that the worst tormenter it’s you and not the others, it’s you that hurts yourself, wasting the most valuable asset you have: your freedom! Thanks to all of you and to your commitment, a hug.”
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Manuela
“Our presence and the great energy that we have given off made us all brothers and all sons of a great mom and a great dad. What a great experience …… These days I’m surprised more than once to walk down the street with my back straight and not hunched over on myself as it was since long time, and I often said to myself that I had not the strength to stand up straight. Now I changed my posture naturally and without realizing it. I would say as if a force had opened my shoulders, and my face is open forward. I do not look to the past …… I found the strength to let go of my father, that can finally enjoy the eternal life he deserves, and I’m here in this listening …. “
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Maria Grazia
“I have the impression that I’ve emptied the trash bin. Now I’m ready to receive the new, whatever it is. It feels like I took off a film from myself; I can see situations in a clearer way, I do not know for how long, but it doesn’t matter, I’m on the way and I want to continue along this path! “
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Maria Cristina
“..the Body talks … I just listen to it because it is the means to enter the soul !! ..thanks Asimo and Renata, unthinkable and unforgettable experience !!! I am happy to finally be home ..with the joy of the last laugh ..surely liberating. I am too in a phase of “falling in love” … I am still drunk … I do not know from what … ..maybe “joy” ??? It is as if nothing could hurt me !! I see it all in a more detached yet deeper perspective! This morning I woke up with the feeling of having received a gift … but I wait patiently for the confirmation … I’m waiting for the 21 days to accomplish everything with the heart and mind !! I love you. THANKS TO ALL!”
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Valentina
“Healing the roots” was the most incredible gift that I could do to myself. I lived 29 years of my life with a clear sense of anguish and sadness, trying in every way to find exciting expedients to survive and to convince me to be happy. I tried in every way to find the answers, but it has always been a frantic search, and each of my approaches to the world has always been that of a fighter. In this incredible experience I was led into a path that took me to the deep root of my uneasiness, even to when I was born in the belly of my mother. A sense of nausea, anxiety of coming into the world, that I felt like a hostile, cold and unsafe space.
I could taste that wound and those feelings and then transforming them with a new and great rebirth. I felt I was floating in a big bright and warm hug, opening my eyes to a world of love, where I immediately felt welcomed and protected. A space where I can just sit and enjoy the mere fact of being. It was a very strong perception. I felt my great light, beyond all suffering. It’s hard to describe in words the feeling of liberation and true joy I felt at that moment, as it is difficult to find words to express the sense of gratitude for having had this great opportunity to transform an anguish so ingrained in my structure and savor the taste of being here now, heading toward a new path. Thank you, so many thanks for this experience and to all the people that have been involved !!”
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Valentina
“I cannot find the words to describe what happened to me on Sunday morning. I always tried to run my life with a high spirit to find the excitement of being in the world, not to feel that sense of anguish. Sunday something changed, I felt desired and I felt an incredible love when I came to the world for the second time, a peace inside that I can hardly explain it with words.
For two days now I’m still and present in what I do and inside I’m bursting with happiness: Happy in being, being there, and I’m not worried about anything. What can I say, I think that my life has changed on Sunday, I feel that light is stronger than anything that can happen from now on. THANK YOU REALLY, I have an immense sense of gratitude for all the experience that we have lived and for me it started a new path, which is not a frantic race along the road, but it is a stand still to enjoy what life brings.”
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Claudia
“I want to thank you for the incredible experience of these days, I can say it was the most beautiful and strongest of all my life (this, at least). To me, what we have lived together has been the stronger and amazing experience that I have ever tried … it was a discovery to be able to be alone with myself in that so unique and deep way … I do not hide that it was also very difficult at first … I did not realize how much my “camera” was projected to the outside … Today I have in my heart that deep intimacy, that little girl so joyful with the great desire to laugh and finally … I feel full of confidence in my ability and in the gifts that life will give me.
The first gift is you all classmates … I realized today while I reread everything that you wrote … we created a so strong and unique bond … as it rarely happens with people in “normal” conditions… each of us really knows each other and you’re all wonderful people … then let’s remember our new date of birth: April 28th, 2013 !!!
The second gift I got was talking but especially embracing my parents with the heart and my soul, … I told them ‘thank you from the heart for all that you have given me’ … they were very surprised and happy and asked me: ‘But when do they repeat the course?’ Incredible… who knows……. let’s wait 21 days now, and enjoy the rebirth and the new life that has opened up, a new world of understanding, compassion, love, happiness, rooting … I finally understand what it means to overcome duality: feeling body and soul united, inseparably one and reaching the soul through the body. Thank you because I finally passed my limits and I finally FULLY TRUST IN ME. “
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Pina
“The first two days after my return home, I felt in love. A love that was not directed to the outside of me, but for life itself. Then an incredible encounter with my mother, who during our phone conversation, told me wonderful things that she had never said before, of her personal feelings and her feelings towards me. She said it very naturally, with certainty, confidence and sweetness, in a truly new way, that I had not heard before.”
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Christine
“The course was over and I realized that I had just made the most important thing in my life: totally reconciled with my two parents. It’s been several days now, and I am left with a pleasant feeling, never known before: I feel totally at peace with both, Mom and Dad, I love them a lot! I perceive them as a precious resource now, a gift that I’ll hold forever! I always found that a good relationship with parents, whether they are dead or alive, was the basis for happiness.
I’ve spent my life trying methods and ways to help myself and others to achieve a good relationship with themselves through making peace with the past: “Healing the roots” is the most comprehensive, useful and fastest I have ever experienced . A “tough” residential, unique, amazing life changing.”
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Alessia
“I faced this course with the unawareness of a child, I was expecting one thing and I received another. The dynamics and methods are harsh but beneficial, strange but effective, tough but sweet … .. In short, I opened my arms to Renata and Asimo’s longing to give us a tool for understanding and I have not regretted it. Have gone under my surface, forcing me to look at what was going on, had I done it before !!!!!!
Since the end of the course, it’s been a month, in which feelings and tenderness are back again, I breath and think: I am not afraid of who I am, and I no longer fear my own footsteps. How nice is to grow and to live without weights that drag us down. It ‘was just a gift.”
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Barbara
“This course is really very effective and beneficial: following the process proposed by Renata and Asimo (honor to them, because to go through on this path is tiring for those who participate, but it is certainly much more to those who facilitates) one can really understand and contact the Inner Child, free many repressed emotions and unlock much energy. It is not a process that can be explained or priorly told, it has to be experienced first hand, with full confidence in the final result.”
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Mauro
“Today I feel another Mauro, even my eyes are different, my voice. Last night when I saw my wife, we looked at each other, more intensely than ever, we hugged tightly, then I shared all my emotions. The price I paid, not in monetary jargon, was high, but it was worth. I want to hug everyone and everything, I’m happy, I’m finally an adult without bulky weights inside of me. The child that since always was suffering inside, now it’s free and serene. I can finally fly.
This morning I saw my Father, I hugged him tightly, I was moved to touch him, I told him: ‘Daddy I love you’. He was upset and worried: ‘Mauro what have you, are you ok?’ ‘No dad I’m happy to hug you and to tell you that I love you.” What emotions.
I phoned my son, I was moved even with him. I talked to him that I would write a letter where I want to tell him all the things I never said. ‘Are you ok daddy?’ ‘No, I’m calm and conscious’.
Few minutes ago my Mother; an intense hug as it has never happened, followed by an ‘I love you’ and she: ‘Are you depressed?’. ‘No mom, I’m happy’.
Tears run their course in all cases and I also involved my wife, moved and joyful of my positive change. This morning I realized the problem of my brother with me, always jealous of me. Once I told him: ‘But how can you… you own your house, the shop and the house in the mountains; why are you jealous?’. Now I understand that are not the worldly goods to torture him, but my identical family situation linked with the parents. I’ve resolved it. I hope that soon he solves it too, since he has inner weights that oppress him. Thanks and thanks again.”
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